Gold diggers from the past

Have you ever noticed being frustrated when checking the sexy ladies on your gym's changing room?They are still smiling and having tiny perfect butt, well you are doing your exercises here for 10 years. How they look like now? They aren't fresh chicken anymore.

Anyway I grown-up in a small city and offline. Yep we hadn't got cellphones and social networks.
There were around 20 young girls in the vocational high school. Not all have been looking beauty as I remember to my own feelings, but now when I am checking back the yearbook photos I realized that around age 40 more and more women are seeing beauty and hot as hell. Honestly most of them were very pretty.

I was not succesful. They preferred the older guys and especially the doctors. Once I asked my school mate (girl) what she is actullay loving on him since the guy is ugly. The answer was pathetic, I can still recall the girl's eyes when yield herself to the feeling of love and answering: BUT HE IS A DOCTOR. I have not understood. Now I am. She was a gold digger...

Thanks for FB I could meet with the girl recently. Back to the preface the girl is a grown-up and still pretty. Since having children I could say she is a MILF, but in a very positive meaning:)

Anyway during the coffe I was told that her husband is some chief officer...

JuditM -> Real life vs 2nd Life

I live my life as a freak...still...I mean again. I like women so much...

Some weeks ago I decided to live my life as a freak in RL too. So I registered to an online dating site and placed a RL photo of me. And sent some messages away...

And some of these messages hit the mark.

JuditM is a 39year lady with massive saggies. She wrote me a message and would get to know more about me.

Actually 1 year ago I registered to the same dating site, Judit had written on me...and I deleted my profile as an answer.

Both time I used my fantasy how cool could be playing with real big boobs. There is however a big issue.

Yeah, the same happened again. I deleted myself from the dating site.

You may think I was being apprehensive of the situation in RL. No, the issue is different. Maybe it is true a little bit but mainly I thought over that most of the ladies here are waiting for the perfect and honest and independent man (princess on the white horse). And  after all but not at least they all want a relationship.

Sadly I do not like needy girls.

Ok but back to Judit. Am I hurted her feelings? It is not the 1st time in my life to refuse a girl. It is a bad feeling. Am I a bad guy?

So... I live my life of a freak as a the fresh pic showing. But not in RL.